+...Complicated...+

hey~
what going on
what im doing now?
why i having a bad mood now?
what i suffering?

i felt that
i have lost something
i dont know what isit
but i really feel that im lost and missing something very important

isit friendship or my relationship between you and me
what the problem now?

for my friendship
i feel that i lost my friend
i can't find anyone to chat as long as i want
everyone is buzy about their work
their assignment
how about me?
im just siting infront of my desktop n do nothing
everyone is suffering their assignment
what about me?
im just like a stupid person
i late for 3 MONTH
they all success to goes on sem2
how about me?!

sometimes
i really jealous with it
i feel that i have no friend
i just being lonely n lonely
why everything in my life is worst?
why?
i cant really get it~
who can tell me what goin on?
should i end up myself?
should i do anything to let myself get lost?
should i?

about my relationship
i think its just much better then my friendship
2 years ago
till now
i also having a dream with you
my planing is ,after 6 year something
we can do what we want now

but how?
Reality always faster then the dream
what you plan now
but its can change it after few second
its can destroy your planing even your dream

for me
i have no more dream between me and you
what the planing we have
i just forget about it
sometimes you make me very sad and disapointed


now i feel very complicated and tired
can i have a rest?
just awhile
can the world just stop few minute and let me have a rest or a nap
im very tired now
blog end

Mood percentage:20%
no mood at all